All Nerves

So, in all honesty today has not been the best day, it has been a trial by far and it kind of stinks considering tommorow I go back to work and have to leave Mason again after having him everyday for the past two months. We got some unsettling news today about our finacial situation which took the wind right out of our sail again. Surprised, me no not really, but I am surprised at how well I have been at accepting the fact that even when we have extra money it always finds somewhere to go and some reason to worry me. Not that I am not thankful believe me we have been blessed by far just to make it through the summer (with me not working) and Travis landing a wonderful career opportunity. I just kept on thinking to myself when is the bottom going to fall out, because yes, story of my life it does and usually it is for the worse. I know we can make it through this because of my faith, and because we are us, we have made it through alot worse, it is just money right?? So that is what I keep telling myself Do your best, and let him do the rest!

Thankful

I love Wednesdays, Saturdays, and Sundays. I love going to church! I can't describe the happiness it is to get up and testify, that pounding in your heart. It is the best feeling ever! Mason really gave it to me tonight. I am a little anxious about going back to work. I don't want to leave Mason, at the same time I am wondering where will I be? I got along and enjoyed working with the teacher I worked with last year I really can't imagine working with anyone else and having that much fun. Whatever happens though I know I can handle it. I really lucked out getting this job with the schedule, time off in the summer and holidays. I am very thankful!!